I just cannot deal with this.

I had promised myself that I would write every day. Today is day 14 and we have just been told that the lockdown has been extended until May 3rd. We are getting used to staying home. Not ideal but I feel that we are keeping ourselves relatively safe. I ventured out to get some more…

Day 9-Just too much

Papa after his quest for toilet paper yesterday. This man is very hard to keep in quarantine. On a regular day he loves to go out and find things. I wish he would sit his ass down and stay put. Tonight I am having an extremely difficult time with this virus.(emotionally not physically). The fear…

Day 8

Day 8 has come and gone and today it is two weeks since the boy got home. He has got into the swing of online schooling. He has to get up early some days because of the time difference to Manhattan. What did you do today? I woke up feeling that sense of dread and…

Day 6 and 7

I did not write yesterday as I was having a really rough time. My sister and nieces went to visit the old folks and the photos below were the photos that my sister sent me. They made me so sad. This is such a ridiculous and messed up situation. The pictures made me so sad…

Day 5…

Nana gets cuter by the day. Look how pretty she looks with her makeup. Shit, I have not worn makeup in three days and I do not have any eyebrows or eyelashes but wear a mask and dark glasses on a walk and you are set.I woke up in a mood. The anxiety and nervousness…

Day 4…Shut it all down.

The fourth day has come and gone. I got up earlier than usual today for some reason but I got dressed a little later. I spent the morning once again spinning my wheels trying to figure out what I want to do…nothing works and nothing happens however hard I try. I do not know about…

Day 3…the nightmare continues.

So as Lanibeth says…today is day 3. I woke up a little earlier today thinking that maybe I was feeling a little better but as the day dragged on I was getting more and more anxious. I tried to keep busy. I had left over mashed potato and I added salmon, egg and cheese. I…