Back in the groove and yes I am still alive

So I finally have been in the mood to actually sit down and type this blog. In general, my mood is so much better and holding its own. I am on half my medication and since it was reduced I have been using CBD oil every night. I am wondering if that is making a…

One line and I am fried

So this is not going to be very long. It is 2:30am and I cannot eat. For the past few weeks, I have been reigning in the anxiety monster. The trip was one of the best weeks I have had in a long time with the exception of that last flight. That terrified all-consuming angst…

Rain, Rain, Rain, Rain, and more Rain

I cannot say this will be very exciting or very lengthy but I am so darn wiped tonight. Today has been blechhhh. Yesterday I was wandering around to various stores and I was out past lunch time. Now I usually just come home and eat from the same small list of things that I have…