Driving Mr. Billy and Maxie on Broadway

I had a really rough week last week. As you could tell from my blogs I have been really struggling with anxiety. Lovie agreed to take a short road trip so that we could just have a change of scenery. We had to choose a fairly close radius because we were only going for one…

So proud!

We had our weekly chat with Mr. New York and he filled us in our his class that he is attending. He is doing this three-week intense scriptwriting class. He is the youngest person in the class, the only freshman. Most of his class mates seem to be grad students. He had to read his…

Trying to keep it calm

Yesterday was a pretty intense time at “Not Jean.”I left there ragged and I am struggling to dig myself out. I tried to stay quiet this morning. Chilling out and doing a few things on the internet. I spent last night drawing a new intricate design just to keep my brain occupied. I am supposed…

Rudderless and…….

So it is 12.45am and I am sitting here after a long boring weekend feeling so full of despair and emptiness. I know I sound melodramatic but that is how I really feel. So directionless. I just cannot seem to steer in a positive direction. I had a meeting with J the nutritionist on Friday….

One more and done.

The boy headed back to the Big Apple on Sunday. It is killing me. He is “home” safe and sound. He was so thrilled to finally have a refrigerator to himself. They had added a brand new fridge to his dorm. It is so important for kids to have food available especially when you do…

So here we go again

Well, four weeks have come and gone so fast and tomorrow we have to say goodbye again. I really hate this, Talk about a Summer romance. Oh to be young and in love. Those two lovebirds made good use of the four weeks.  I am so sad that we have to say goodbye again. No…

Motherhood and losing you

So two in two days. Wow…that is a first in a long time. I do not know how long this one will be but I feel the urge to share this feeling. So I have come to the conclusion that to just be a mother while your kids are growing up is the dumbest idea…