Enough with the poking already

  I feel like a pincushion. Yesterday I had to sit in the dentist chair for almost 3 hours so he could remove the temporary crown on my two back teeth and then build up the teeth to fit new crowns. For some weird reason, the numbing does not last on my mouth. The lip…

Stormy weather

Darn it I am so hungry. My stomach is still iffy and I am scared that if I eat a meal it will set me off again. I am not in the mood for the pain and so I have laid low and eat very carefully for the next few days. I went to Whole…

I can see clearly now..well for today at least

Tomorrow is time for my third iron infusion and I have done nothing but sleep since the last infusion and today I woke up with a little bit of my brain function working really well for a small window of time so I decided to take advantage of this rare opportunity and work on the…

Triggered me with Science

So tomorrow we will be home a week and I miss the boy so badly. Initially, it seemed like it would be ok….well acceptable I guess. I told myself that I could deal with it. I am trying, really trying but I am unraveling again. So sad tonight. I miss his face, I miss his…

3……..

So today is Friday and so we have three days to go. We have been piling all of the kiddo’s stuff on the dining room table. Tomorrow we will start packing.  I have been so shut down about this for over a week and today it is getting too real. I went to Restorative Yoga…