So this is not going to be very long. It is 2:30am and I cannot eat. For the past few weeks, I have been reigning in the anxiety monster. The trip was one of the best weeks I have had in a long time with the exception of that last flight. That terrified all-consuming angst…
Tag: tea
Not very theraputic
I am not that excited by the design above and I do not even have it attached to any product but it is was something to share. Half of it matches my mood…Black. I have anxiety strangulating me again today. It is once again that choking feeling I get when it feels like it has…
A violet bobcat in the teal elephant’s pen
Now that I have your attention with that crazy title. A perfectly crazy title for a crazy day. I am very discombobulated tonight. I slept in a little and I was getting ready for school and just decided to skip out today. I was just not in the mood. I called my favorite spa and asked…
Penny(Farthing) for your thoughts
This was at least a more productive day. I got up with the guys. I got dressed and made it to school. The class is not really worth the drive…well the class is not bad it is just not that taxing. We watched this movie “El Camino The way” about the pilgrimage of a man with his…
Feeling like death warmed up
Darn! I woke up as sick as a dog. My chest is crackling and wheezing. I have been on the bed most of the day. I have less than zero energy. I have not felt this crappy in a long time. There was no way I was going to visit the family in the Southbay…
Lots and Lots of Nothing but at least the flowers are pretty.
A crazy cocktail of Ativan, Advil pm and a nip of Bailey’s…the carefully crafted recipe for a nice night of sleep. LOL…crazy I know but I do not do it too often. I had my coffee and plonked down on the couch for lots and lots of nothing. I must be in one of those design…
Lattes and empanadas
This is it. This weekend we think Max has to decide on which college he will be accepting. Very nervewracking. I do not think he knows what to do. I think he will be very happy at either Tufts or BU but I think he still is holding out for that NYU waitlist. He is,…
Butterflies and Bullshit
There has not really been much designing going on these past few days. I did make a cat lady scarf.LOL.My anxiety has got the better of me again. I have been struggling all week. It is not made any better by the fact that I am exhausted and have breathing issues. Yesterday was total BS….
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