Black mood.

IMG_7366.JPGI woke up this morning anticipating going to the south bay this morning but I woke up with a pounding headache and an aching body. I got up feeling so sad and cranky. The headache morphed into an aural migraine with spinning lights. My body is inflamed. I am not sure what is causing it but my arms and legs are aching. So odd. I have not had an inflammatory attack like this in a very long time. My mood is also black. I just feel so sad at the moment. I hate these bouts of sadness. If I even think of the anticipation of NYU I want to crumble into tears. The agony is going to be stretched out another 6 months. I love having him hang around. He had a phone interview for a job so it is hopeful that he should hear from them soon. I am excited for him to earn a few bucks. He can take some cash to NYU next year. He was moping around all week waiting for his girlfriend to return from her vacation. He is out with her this evening. I am sure he is thrilled that she is back home.

I did not do much activity today. My body is so achy. I did design this new scarf. I really like the way it turned out. I love anything pink and peach and feminine. Here it is. What do you think? I am going to have to utilize the perfume bottles I drew into some other designs. I like the way they look.

Here is the design. It is available on and for now.

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Sorry that I cannot be more enthusiastic but my mood is making me feel bad, mad and sad. Thank Goodness that Not Jean seems to get gelling lately as I really need the appointment tomorrow. Oh well. Maybe a good nights sleep might help my mood and maybe fasting for a day or two might clear whatever is causing the inflammatory response.

By the way, last night I watched Coco. Do yourself a favor and watch it. It is a beautiful story. You will enjoy it.

I hope you had a great day. See you tomorrow and be kind.


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