So I am sitting here proud to say that I have completed the build and organization. It was sort of therapeutic I guess as I have been feeling so angry lately and it is amazing that it survived the mallet in my hands. Well now it is all ready for use and it will be…
Tag: photoshop
Boring as bleep
Hello, world. Nothing much to report lately so I have been MIA for a while. I have been caught up in a lot of nothingness. I actually went to school this week. OMG, the instructor is more boring than he has ever been. Lord a real snore-fest. One of the classes I have to complete…
Stop eating already
Arghhh! I have been struggling to lose the weight that I have been carrying since I put on 10 lb after my iron infusion. I had lost 3-4 lb and I have been pretty much in control and then yesterday and today the binge monster has been uncontrollable. I always try and stay at…
4th of July
A beautiful sunset on the 4th of July, This was the beautiful burning sunset while we were waiting for the fireworks. The usual suspects were a small motley crew this year. This is the last year the two oldest cousins will probably be around for the 4th. We had dinner and then we went up…
Not perfect but better
So this is the table that has been tweaked, I think that it is more attractive now. I also received new scarves and purses. The ones that I had hope would be here have not arrived yet. My anxiety is still stifling. I had a good long chat with not Jean on Wednesday. She has…
Overthinking it
I am busy trying to rework my scarf display for the farmers market on Saturday. It is a work in progress. Set up in my dining room working it again and again until it looks like I want it to look. I want it to be eye catching so that they see the colors and…
It’s too peopley out there
I found this shirt on Zulily today that says “Stay Home it is too Peopley out there” I could not have said it better. I went and did the farmers market today. I do not know if I can handle this. It was so agonizing and nervewracking for me. More than once I could have…
Friday at last
So we all made it to Friday. I am still in a state of serious anxiety and panic. The visit to my nutritionist went well. She is the kindest, sweetest most wonderful woman I have met. She is always so helpful. I am getting it slowly but surely…I hope. I think. The relationship with food…
Black mood.
I woke up this morning anticipating going to the south bay this morning but I woke up with a pounding headache and an aching body. I got up feeling so sad and cranky. The headache morphed into an aural migraine with spinning lights. My body is inflamed. I am not sure what is causing it…
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