Funky and feeling like Crap

I woke up with my stupid hip causing havoc again this morning and that same inflammation flowing through my body. It will not let up and I cannot fathom what is causing it. My hip normally lets up with a lidocaine patch but it was hurting through a patch and Advil. One of the ladies…

1+1 is still 2 and other stuff

  So what can you do with heart shaped wine bottles from the 1950s….tada….I had fun doing this one. Hell anything to keep the sadness and anger at bay. Yesterday after the Dr visit I went to the goodwill and found a unique piece of art that I have already listed for sale. It is…

Happy Birthday 2567 miles away

Yeah Yeah Yeah! I know I am not supposed to look at “where is my iPhone” but Happy Birthday to my sweet boy. Behave and have fun. We love you very much. This is the first time we have been away from him on his birthday. I am sure he is fine but my heart…

Jitterbug

So here we go into another week. I was at home with my anxiety and stressful thoughts until my meeting with Not Jean. I am so rattled inside. Have you ever felt so jittery on the inside that you cannot function? I am in one of those zones at the moment. Too anxious to think…

Here we go again

So I found the photos that I had taken of the room after my mini office conversion. It is working out very nicely. The desk is perfect for my laptop and the new Cricut machine. I can also push the Cricut back under the shelf and remove my laptop if I want to sew. What…

Not as weird as it sounded

Last night I mentioned that I was falling asleep in the boy’s room. No, I am not sleeping in his room. I have converted it into an office for myself as I mentioned before and I was working on my laptop and falling asleep. I do find it comforting to be in here for sure….

Triggered me with Science

So tomorrow we will be home a week and I miss the boy so badly. Initially, it seemed like it would be ok….well acceptable I guess. I told myself that I could deal with it. I am trying, really trying but I am unraveling again. So sad tonight. I miss his face, I miss his…