Back in the groove and yes I am still alive

So I finally have been in the mood to actually sit down and type this blog. In general, my mood is so much better and holding its own. I am on half my medication and since it was reduced I have been using CBD oil every night. I am wondering if that is making a…

It’s the final countdown

 I am sitting here in class in advanced digital imaging. I am in the final stretch. I have ended up with four classes for this semester. Two are required for the degree…ie The algebra and Oceanography lab. I am also doing a class in architectural drawing so I can explore the idea of moving onto…

So proud!

We had our weekly chat with Mr. New York and he filled us in our his class that he is attending. He is doing this three-week intense scriptwriting class. He is the youngest person in the class, the only freshman. Most of his class mates seem to be grad students. He had to read his…

Rudderless and…….

So it is 12.45am and I am sitting here after a long boring weekend feeling so full of despair and emptiness. I know I sound melodramatic but that is how I really feel. So directionless. I just cannot seem to steer in a positive direction. I had a meeting with J the nutritionist on Friday….

One more and done.

The boy headed back to the Big Apple on Sunday. It is killing me. He is “home” safe and sound. He was so thrilled to finally have a refrigerator to himself. They had added a brand new fridge to his dorm. It is so important for kids to have food available especially when you do…

Too much fun…oh to be young.

I have been absent for a while because I have been absent from myself for a while now. The boy has been home for about 3 weeks now. It is nice having him around when he is actually around. The lovebirds had a great trip to LA, and the mother had sleepless nights while they…

Let’s talk turkey

This turkey is so stinking cute. I needed to calm myself again yesterday so a walk around goodwill was a good idea. On Tues I went to the mall. I set out to get a new phone. My phone has been dodgy for months so I really needed a new one. I need to know…