Befuddled

I am lying here in the dark listening to my darling husband snoring. I should be asleep as well but my mind is rambling and careening itself in to unnecessary ditches. Everything makes me want to cry at the moment, My mood is less than desirable. I started the day with taking the Lexus for…

Lots and Lots of Nothing but at least the flowers are pretty.

A crazy cocktail of Ativan, Advil pm and a nip of Bailey’s…the carefully crafted recipe for a nice night of sleep. LOL…crazy I know but I do not do it too often. I had my coffee and plonked down on the couch for lots and lots of nothing. I must be in one of those design…

Lattes and empanadas

This is it. This weekend we think Max has to decide on which college he will be accepting. Very nervewracking. I do not think he knows what to do. I think he will be very happy at either Tufts or BU but I think he still is holding out for that NYU waitlist. He is,…

Where I work and other secrets

So this is my desk. Where all the magic happens….ok I exaggerate. Most times this desk just holds my favorite things. Swatches of fabric. My little Matryoshka doll I bought in Boston.  My little breathe zen statue….pretty ironic seeing as I cannot breathe at the moment. My jewelry box and favorite perfume and a piggy…

Butterflies and Bullshit

There has not really been much designing going on these past few days. I did make a cat lady scarf.LOL.My anxiety has got the better of me again. I have been struggling all week. It is not made any better by the fact that I am exhausted and have breathing issues. Yesterday was total BS….

Butterflies and Poppies

  Interesting weekend. I am so irritated by the fact that my energy level is completely depleted again. I am sure that the iron is all gone in my body again. I had the infusions three months ago and all of a sudden I am feeling washed out again. So annoying. I planned on a…

New Projects

I have been taking photographs of all the new flowers blooming for Spring. I find the photos subjects in the strangest places. I have found California poppies growing on the dirt walkway at school. They are beautiful and orange and vibrant. I also found some Peonies at my sister’s and I have used them for designs…

My boy is now a man but…..

I was just looking at my latest post and I realized that I have not published any pictures from the guy’s 18th birthday. Lord, I posted something about his cousin’s 18th but not his. Bad mama. Well, we had a family gettogether and it was the first time that his sweet little girlfriend joined us…