The boy has been gone for 2 weeks now and life is settling into a weird groove. I am having such a hard time with the loss of our little family unit as it used to be. I know I have said it before but darn it is rough. I have been having very quiet…
Category: Daily Grind.
Triggered me with Science
So tomorrow we will be home a week and I miss the boy so badly. Initially, it seemed like it would be ok….well acceptable I guess. I told myself that I could deal with it. I am trying, really trying but I am unraveling again. So sad tonight. I miss his face, I miss his…
Don’t go breaking my heart
Yesterday we moved the boy into his dorm yesterday morning. We found out that he was one of only 5 kids moving into that particular dorm. We pulled up in our Uber and unloaded everything and about 3 hours later everything was unpacked organized and ready for him to live his college life. The dorm…
New York state of mind….or is it denial
So the plane trip was not bad until we were about 15 minutes out and then the pilot said that there was severe wind turbulence at 8000 feet so we rocked and rolled for the next 10 minutes before we finally touched down. Then we sat on the runway for almost an hour because they…
He is leaving on a Jet Plane
So tomorrow will be here in a few hours and I am a confused mess of emotions. Since the end of last year, I started having weird and conflicted issues with him being 18 and technically a grown man. Then his birthday arrived and I realized that apart from his newfound penchant for minor rebellion…
One day more or two sleeps more
So sad. I was waiting for my doctor to arrive this morning and I saw these wings on the ground. So beautiful but sad. It looks like someone ripped it apart. The one wing is in perfect shape. I brought them home so that I can include them in my art journal that I have…
Gulp…5 days
Get ready to be blown away by the utter yawn fest you are about to read. We are five days out and today is a cold blustery day. Getting geared up for the cold…not. Shit, they say the highs will be around 30 and the lows 20…I think I mentioned that before. I have the…
Eight days….Sprinkled with love.
Yesterday was the day to have a small get together with the family before the boy heads off to school. We moved it to where the people are because my niece had dance practice and this way we would still see her and my sister. Also, it was easier for the old folks to spend…
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