No way…never again

So I made it to that yoga class. OH my god. I go to yoga to relax, and this class was a nightmare. The coach did not shut up for even one second. I wanted to scream. Secondly, i do not like people touching my hair, and she touched it. Then when I could not…

Stop eating already

  Arghhh! I have been struggling to lose the weight that I have been carrying since I put on 10 lb after my iron infusion. I had lost 3-4 lb and I have been pretty much in control and then yesterday and today the binge monster has been uncontrollable. I always try and stay at…

Bust

Well, that was a complete waste of time yesterday. That was most definitely the wrong place to be selling the scarves. Firstly when I got there I was sent to the wrong spot. I had set up the whole thing when this guy shows up and lets me know that I was in the wrong…

Can’t fight the feeling…or maybe I just do not know how.

Sometimes you just need to do something different when it comes to being creative. I decided to take a day or two off to imagine some inspirational posters. This is the first one that I came up with a few a days ago. The anxiety is so out of control again. I saw not Jean…

Not perfect but better

So this is the table that has been tweaked, I think that it is more attractive now. I also received new scarves and purses. The ones that I had hope would be here have not arrived yet. My anxiety is still stifling. I had a good long chat with not Jean on Wednesday. She has…

Ready, Set and Go

The restorative yoga class was wonderful last night. I am going to be signing up at the end of this trial month. I plan to try and go at least twice a week. I will start off slow and see how it goes. My hip bone spur and ligament tears are making me limp again….

Friday at last

So we all made it to Friday. I am still in a state of serious anxiety and panic. The visit to my nutritionist went well. She is the kindest, sweetest most wonderful woman I have met. She is always so helpful. I am getting it slowly but surely…I hope. I think. The relationship with food…