Happy Saturday. I dosed myself with Lorazepam and Dimetapp to try and have a good night’s sleep last night and it worked. I slept very well but I could have slept for hours more. I had to get up and make some french toast for the kiddo before he left again.Well, not had to but wanted to…As…
Tag: depression
Coffee and Crepes
Today I had trouble waking up and spent a lot of the day working on staying awake. I drove down to see my family who live 30 miles south of here. I stopped off at my sister and then we met at this adorable little coffee place after we ran some errands. Mom and…
Enough already
If I have to sit on this couch and watch television for another day I am going to scream. Lord, I am so bored but the lightest of physical activity leaves me completely winded. I do not have the mental energy even to be creative. Not much creating going on on this couch in the past…
Feeling like death warmed up
Darn! I woke up as sick as a dog. My chest is crackling and wheezing. I have been on the bed most of the day. I have less than zero energy. I have not felt this crappy in a long time. There was no way I was going to visit the family in the Southbay…
Befuddled
I am lying here in the dark listening to my darling husband snoring. I should be asleep as well but my mind is rambling and careening itself in to unnecessary ditches. Everything makes me want to cry at the moment, My mood is less than desirable. I started the day with taking the Lexus for…
Lots and Lots of Nothing but at least the flowers are pretty.
A crazy cocktail of Ativan, Advil pm and a nip of Bailey’s…the carefully crafted recipe for a nice night of sleep. LOL…crazy I know but I do not do it too often. I had my coffee and plonked down on the couch for lots and lots of nothing. I must be in one of those design…
Butterflies and Bullshit
There has not really been much designing going on these past few days. I did make a cat lady scarf.LOL.My anxiety has got the better of me again. I have been struggling all week. It is not made any better by the fact that I am exhausted and have breathing issues. Yesterday was total BS….
by Shishi 