Stop eating already

  Arghhh! I have been struggling to lose the weight that I have been carrying since I put on 10 lb after my iron infusion. I had lost 3-4 lb and I have been pretty much in control and then yesterday and today the binge monster has been uncontrollable. I always try and stay at…

Overthinking it

I am busy trying to rework my scarf display for the farmers market on Saturday. It is a work in progress. Set up in my dining room working it again and again until it looks like I want it to look. I want it to be eye catching so that they see the colors and…

Bang Bang

I must be honest I have been a little lax with the blogs but for no real reason. Just caught up in doing nothing..LOL. Now things are settling down. I got my grade back from my Honors English class and it was an A. Now I can go ahead and enjoy summer and concentrate on…

19 years and counting

I have been all consumed in creating some designs this weekend for different products. Yesterday many ideas went nowhere but today I felt like I gained some headway. I love experimenting with photoshop and illustrator using layers to create interesting effects like the one above. I have a few ideas to try out on products. This…

Taste the rainbow.

    Today I was pretty industrious. My anxiety, as usual, poked its nose into my day but staying industrious getting ready to pack in my stall kept my mind busy.  I still have odd bits and pieces to get done so I am going to wait until Friday to actually load in the spot….

Lazy days and Laundry

This has been an interesting 24 hours. At 2:45am last night the kiddo asked if he could sleep over at a friend’s house. There is a group of theater friends who often like to hang out. I knew where he was(thank you Find my iPhone)and I fully trust the family. Unfortunately, I had dozed off…

Feeling like death warmed up

Darn! I woke up as sick as a dog. My chest is crackling and wheezing. I have been on the bed most of the day. I have less than zero energy. I have not felt this crappy in a long time. There was no way I was going to visit the family in the Southbay…

Lots and Lots of Nothing but at least the flowers are pretty.

A crazy cocktail of Ativan, Advil pm and a nip of Bailey’s…the carefully crafted recipe for a nice night of sleep. LOL…crazy I know but I do not do it too often. I had my coffee and plonked down on the couch for lots and lots of nothing. I must be in one of those design…

Butterflies and Bullshit

There has not really been much designing going on these past few days. I did make a cat lady scarf.LOL.My anxiety has got the better of me again. I have been struggling all week. It is not made any better by the fact that I am exhausted and have breathing issues. Yesterday was total BS….