1+1 is still 2 and other stuff

  So what can you do with heart shaped wine bottles from the 1950s….tada….I had fun doing this one. Hell anything to keep the sadness and anger at bay. Yesterday after the Dr visit I went to the goodwill and found a unique piece of art that I have already listed for sale. It is…

Here’s your hat

Today it will be the 4th iron infusion for me. I think I might be feeling a little joy from the infusions. I have been avoiding Yin Yoga because I was embarrassed about sitting down halfway through the class last time I was there. I can am such an idiot sometimes. I did not want…

Savage Sadness

Happy Tuesday! Well as happy as I can make it I guess.  I am just feeling so bummed since the boy’s birthday. He was so busy living his life we barely got a chance to even speak to him on his birthday. I can honestly say it has really affected my mood. I am sad…

I can see clearly now..well for today at least

Tomorrow is time for my third iron infusion and I have done nothing but sleep since the last infusion and today I woke up with a little bit of my brain function working really well for a small window of time so I decided to take advantage of this rare opportunity and work on the…

Jitterbug

So here we go into another week. I was at home with my anxiety and stressful thoughts until my meeting with Not Jean. I am so rattled inside. Have you ever felt so jittery on the inside that you cannot function? I am in one of those zones at the moment. Too anxious to think…

Circle of life…11 days and counting

The photo above was taken when I noticed this random tree trunk base as I was walking down the street today so I thought I would share. Today I decided to once again try a mindfulness women’s circle at the local Buddist prayer center. It was, to say the least….mmmm interesting. I am really not…

Boots and Baristas…Twelve days and counting.

No one has ever had as much fun in a part-time job as much as this guy. He cracks me up. He loves going to work every day and the people at work have been teaching him to be a Barista which is funny because his job finishes tomorrow. If I had to get up…