Two little words that sparked Terror

I am writing this late Sunday night. I have not been able to think straight for the past few days. This man in this picture is my reason for living. He is very far away at college and I am very proud of how he has adapted to his new life and his excellent grades…

It’s raining again.

Well, we said goodbye yesterday morning to the boy as he heads back to college in the big apple. I hope to God he is behaving. It was wonderful to have him home. There seems to be a little bit of a romance on the go with a girl who he has claimed was his…

Cut and cut and cut some more

Today I took the luxury of really experimenting with the Cricut at last. I wanted to try all of the different papers, stickers, decals etc. I ventured into cutting leather and fabric. I spent most of the day experimenting and I even used the press to attach a design to a sweatshirt and a bag….

The Sakura does not suck.

So as promised, I did go out and move my fat ass, and I went for that walk that I really needed. I only managed 3/4 of a mile, but it was better than nothing. I did see a few trees already covered in cherry blossoms. It is weird that they are blooming pretty early…

Savage Sadness

Happy Tuesday! Well as happy as I can make it I guess.  I am just feeling so bummed since the boy’s birthday. He was so busy living his life we barely got a chance to even speak to him on his birthday. I can honestly say it has really affected my mood. I am sad…

Jitterbug

So here we go into another week. I was at home with my anxiety and stressful thoughts until my meeting with Not Jean. I am so rattled inside. Have you ever felt so jittery on the inside that you cannot function? I am in one of those zones at the moment. Too anxious to think…

Stop eating already

  Arghhh! I have been struggling to lose the weight that I have been carrying since I put on 10 lb after my iron infusion. I had lost 3-4 lb and I have been pretty much in control and then yesterday and today the binge monster has been uncontrollable. I always try and stay at…