Cut and cut and cut some more

Today I took the luxury of really experimenting with the Cricut at last. I wanted to try all of the different papers, stickers, decals etc. I ventured into cutting leather and fabric. I spent most of the day experimenting and I even used the press to attach a design to a sweatshirt and a bag….

The Sakura does not suck.

So as promised, I did go out and move my fat ass, and I went for that walk that I really needed. I only managed 3/4 of a mile, but it was better than nothing. I did see a few trees already covered in cherry blossoms. It is weird that they are blooming pretty early…

Savage Sadness

Happy Tuesday! Well as happy as I can make it I guess.  I am just feeling so bummed since the boy’s birthday. He was so busy living his life we barely got a chance to even speak to him on his birthday. I can honestly say it has really affected my mood. I am sad…

Jitterbug

So here we go into another week. I was at home with my anxiety and stressful thoughts until my meeting with Not Jean. I am so rattled inside. Have you ever felt so jittery on the inside that you cannot function? I am in one of those zones at the moment. Too anxious to think…

Stop eating already

  Arghhh! I have been struggling to lose the weight that I have been carrying since I put on 10 lb after my iron infusion. I had lost 3-4 lb and I have been pretty much in control and then yesterday and today the binge monster has been uncontrollable. I always try and stay at…

I feel so funky

I did not realize that I had not written since Tuesday. I meant to report back that not Jean went from being Not Jean to Almost Jean…LOL….Therapy was helpful this week. I went to the south bay on Friday and went to breakfast with two of my girlies and Nana and my sister. We went…