Stop eating already

  Arghhh! I have been struggling to lose the weight that I have been carrying since I put on 10 lb after my iron infusion. I had lost 3-4 lb and I have been pretty much in control and then yesterday and today the binge monster has been uncontrollable. I always try and stay at…

Bust

Well, that was a complete waste of time yesterday. That was most definitely the wrong place to be selling the scarves. Firstly when I got there I was sent to the wrong spot. I had set up the whole thing when this guy shows up and lets me know that I was in the wrong…

Can’t fight the feeling…or maybe I just do not know how.

Sometimes you just need to do something different when it comes to being creative. I decided to take a day or two off to imagine some inspirational posters. This is the first one that I came up with a few a days ago. The anxiety is so out of control again. I saw not Jean…

Not perfect but better

So this is the table that has been tweaked, I think that it is more attractive now. I also received new scarves and purses. The ones that I had hope would be here have not arrived yet. My anxiety is still stifling. I had a good long chat with not Jean on Wednesday. She has…

It’s too peopley out there

I found this shirt on Zulily today that says “Stay Home it is too Peopley out there” I could not have said it better. I went and did the farmers market today. I do not know if I can handle this. It was so agonizing and nervewracking for me. More than once I could have…

Ready, Set and Go

The restorative yoga class was wonderful last night. I am going to be signing up at the end of this trial month. I plan to try and go at least twice a week. I will start off slow and see how it goes. My hip bone spur and ligament tears are making me limp again….

Friday at last

So we all made it to Friday. I am still in a state of serious anxiety and panic. The visit to my nutritionist went well. She is the kindest, sweetest most wonderful woman I have met. She is always so helpful. I am getting it slowly but surely…I hope. I think. The relationship with food…

Black mood.

I woke up this morning anticipating going to the south bay this morning but I woke up with a pounding headache and an aching body. I got up feeling so sad and cranky. The headache morphed into an aural migraine with spinning lights. My body is inflamed. I am not sure what is causing it…

Getting my bleep together

It seems like forever since I caught up with you on this blog. Time seems to run away from me. I have been a little more occupied than usual. I have been creating a number of new designs. I have put in applications to sell at the local farmers market from next week and also…