Know when to fold em!

  Yesterday Nana and I did something we have not done in a very long time. We got in the car and went somewhere new. I realize how much my anxiety and depression robs me of lovely days like yesterday. I picked Nana up at 11 am and we went to Morgan Hill to stroll…

Overthinking it

I am busy trying to rework my scarf display for the farmers market on Saturday. It is a work in progress. Set up in my dining room working it again and again until it looks like I want it to look. I want it to be eye catching so that they see the colors and…

It’s too peopley out there

I found this shirt on Zulily today that says “Stay Home it is too Peopley out there” I could not have said it better. I went and did the farmers market today. I do not know if I can handle this. It was so agonizing and nervewracking for me. More than once I could have…

Friday at last

So we all made it to Friday. I am still in a state of serious anxiety and panic. The visit to my nutritionist went well. She is the kindest, sweetest most wonderful woman I have met. She is always so helpful. I am getting it slowly but surely…I hope. I think. The relationship with food…

Anxiety and Panic is hell

I have been besides my self with severe anxiety and sadness over the past 4 days. These times attack with a vengeance. The past three years have been so taxing when confronted with this affliction. It turns my life upside down. I literally cannot cope with the simplest of things. It is so ridiculous to…

Bang Bang

I must be honest I have been a little lax with the blogs but for no real reason. Just caught up in doing nothing..LOL. Now things are settling down. I got my grade back from my Honors English class and it was an A. Now I can go ahead and enjoy summer and concentrate on…

But I had a vision

“You are not wearing jeans to the final Senior mass at school. I am putting my foot down.”” But mom I have a vision for the style I had in mind.” Sure enough, I came down this morning and who is sitting here in black jeans and a tuxedo jacket and Chelsea boots. Yeah, you…

Lights, Camera and Action.

This is my little¬†booth..up and running. I am pretty happy with how it has turned. out. One of the scarves has been sold…thrilling. What I can gather so far it seems like the dragonflies are the winners. I have sold a total of 19 scarves and I think that close of half has been ones…

I am not invisible

  Today started off ok. I got to sleep in and then see the guy off at 11 am to his AP test at school. I had my appointment with “Not Jean”. I spent the morning working on the Honors essay possibly for an Honors class that is most likely null and void and I…