Back in the groove and yes I am still alive

So I finally have been in the mood to actually sit down and type this blog. In general, my mood is so much better and holding its own. I am on half my medication and since it was reduced I have been using CBD oil every night. I am wondering if that is making a…

Rudderless and…….

So it is 12.45am and I am sitting here after a long boring weekend feeling so full of despair and emptiness. I know I sound melodramatic but that is how I really feel. So directionless. I just cannot seem to steer in a positive direction. I had a meeting with J the nutritionist on Friday….

Twice in one week

Ha! Made you look. Dream on she is not even waiting in the wings in most of the country. Darn, it is still so cold here. I slept in this morning… heaven. I told Lovie to only come and wake me if it got to lunchtime. I have needed the sleep I guess. I have…

Jitterbug

So here we go into another week. I was at home with my anxiety and stressful thoughts until my meeting with Not Jean. I am so rattled inside. Have you ever felt so jittery on the inside that you cannot function? I am in one of those zones at the moment. Too anxious to think…

Here we go again

So I found the photos that I had taken of the room after my mini office conversion. It is working out very nicely. The desk is perfect for my laptop and the new Cricut machine. I can also push the Cricut back under the shelf and remove my laptop if I want to sew. What…

Not as weird as it sounded

Last night I mentioned that I was falling asleep in the boy’s room. No, I am not sleeping in his room. I have converted it into an office for myself as I mentioned before and I was working on my laptop and falling asleep. I do find it comforting to be in here for sure….

Another week I guess

I cannot believe it is a week since we all traipsed down to the sea to take our girlie to college. All the women cackling and helping her move into the dorms. She was a good sport about it. Gotta love this girl. It went pretty smoothly. I am taking my hubby and kiddo to…

Swim Geriatric Swim

A purse I whipped up with my own design fabric. No pattern just winging it as usual. These five newborn dresses that I completed this week. I am all kinds of creative this week. Now if I could just come up with satisfactory fall designs for my scarves. I have been searching for all kinds…