I have not written in a while so I thought that I would write about the past two weeks and PTSD. I had my appointment with “not Jean” today and I finally got to talk about the past weeks as I passed the fifth anniversary of NOT DYING. So I have told you my story…
Tag: medical
Back in the groove and yes I am still alive
So I finally have been in the mood to actually sit down and type this blog. In general, my mood is so much better and holding its own. I am on half my medication and since it was reduced I have been using CBD oil every night. I am wondering if that is making a…
Trying to keep it calm
Yesterday was a pretty intense time at “Not Jean.”I left there ragged and I am struggling to dig myself out. I tried to stay quiet this morning. Chilling out and doing a few things on the internet. I spent last night drawing a new intricate design just to keep my brain occupied. I am supposed…
So here we go again
Well, four weeks have come and gone so fast and tomorrow we have to say goodbye again. I really hate this, Talk about a Summer romance. Oh to be young and in love. Those two lovebirds made good use of the four weeks. I am so sad that we have to say goodbye again. No…
Caliente!
The average nothing fancy 3/2 bedroom townhouse in our neighborhood goes for about 1.5 million dollars these days, and I swear not a single house that we have lived in on this peninsula has ever had air conditioning. We are right on the San Francisco Bay and 99% of the time it is not necessary…
Two little words that sparked Terror
I am writing this late Sunday night. I have not been able to think straight for the past few days. This man in this picture is my reason for living. He is very far away at college and I am very proud of how he has adapted to his new life and his excellent grades…
One line and I am fried
So this is not going to be very long. It is 2:30am and I cannot eat. For the past few weeks, I have been reigning in the anxiety monster. The trip was one of the best weeks I have had in a long time with the exception of that last flight. That terrified all-consuming angst…
Darn it….again.
My apologies for the photo. Not that enthralling and a little out of focus….just like me right now. The boy is back in New York and started his new semester today and I miss him already. I miss the singing. I have been cleaning out my closet and selling all of my old designer purses…
Funky and feeling like Crap
I woke up with my stupid hip causing havoc again this morning and that same inflammation flowing through my body. It will not let up and I cannot fathom what is causing it. My hip normally lets up with a lidocaine patch but it was hurting through a patch and Advil. One of the ladies…
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