Motherhood and losing you

So two in two days. Wow…that is a first in a long time. I do not know how long this one will be but I feel the urge to share this feeling. So I have come to the conclusion that to just be a mother while your kids are growing up is the dumbest idea…

Let’s talk turkey

This turkey is so stinking cute. I needed to calm myself again yesterday so a walk around goodwill was a good idea. On Tues I went to the mall. I set out to get a new phone. My phone has been dodgy for months so I really needed a new one. I need to know…

Mother’s day

Today was a little bittersweet. My baby did text me at least to wish me Happy Mother’s day. I missed him very much and feel very weepy.We got the laundry done this morning and then we headed down to spend the afternoon with nana. We stopped to get flowers and this is the greeting I…

Happy Mother’s Day

My first wishes for a blessed Mother’s day go out to my beautiful mama. I love you very much Lanibeth. Thank you for all of your love and support every day of my life. You are the most wonderful mother and nana that we could all have ever hoped for. Your texting abilities leave a…

Stormy weather

Darn it I am so hungry. My stomach is still iffy and I am scared that if I eat a meal it will set me off again. I am not in the mood for the pain and so I have laid low and eat very carefully for the next few days. I went to Whole…

He is leaving on a Jet Plane

So tomorrow will be here in a few hours and I am a confused mess of emotions. Since the end of last year, I started having weird and conflicted issues with him being 18 and technically a grown man. Then his birthday arrived and I realized that apart from his newfound penchant for minor rebellion…

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So today is Friday and so we have three days to go. We have been piling all of the kiddo’s stuff on the dining room table. Tomorrow we will start packing.  I have been so shut down about this for over a week and today it is getting too real. I went to Restorative Yoga…