The fourth day has come and gone. I got up earlier than usual today for some reason but I got dressed a little later. I spent the morning once again spinning my wheels trying to figure out what I want to do…nothing works and nothing happens however hard I try. I do not know about…
Tag: sadness
Motherhood and losing you
So two in two days. Wow…that is a first in a long time. I do not know how long this one will be but I feel the urge to share this feeling. So I have come to the conclusion that to just be a mother while your kids are growing up is the dumbest idea…
Down by the Bay
I have been meaning to check in for a few days now but I have been a little distracted playing the new Sims 4 expansion pack and now I had to give it a break because I have a wicked headache. I am not going to exercise today. I have been trying to do something…
1+1 is still 2 and other stuff
So what can you do with heart shaped wine bottles from the 1950s….tada….I had fun doing this one. Hell anything to keep the sadness and anger at bay. Yesterday after the Dr visit I went to the goodwill and found a unique piece of art that I have already listed for sale. It is…
On the road to nowhere
Today was really a nothing day. Nothing extraordinary happened just another nothing day in the life of Sharon. I have been doing ok and I can honestly say that I slept very well but the mood was too much to fight. I feel so mehh again. Nothing is exciting, nothing is thrilling and life as…
She Shoots, she scores….bunnies
So it is almost midnight and once again I cannot sleep. I am not sure how much I have to share but here goes. I am in a weird place again today. I am angry inside. Weirdly angry and agitated and sad and……..Many confused feelings all jumbled together. I went to mail some items at…
Yo, why did you not go to Yoga?
I finally took the time this evening to actually try out cutting the vinyl into decals on the Cricut Maker machine. Wow. I am so impressed. This picture does it no justice. The vinyl is a holographic material that shimmers in a mother of pearl blue. I also printed a mandala and an elephant mandala….
Savage Sadness
Happy Tuesday! Well as happy as I can make it I guess. I am just feeling so bummed since the boy’s birthday. He was so busy living his life we barely got a chance to even speak to him on his birthday. I can honestly say it has really affected my mood. I am sad…
Triggered me with Science
So tomorrow we will be home a week and I miss the boy so badly. Initially, it seemed like it would be ok….well acceptable I guess. I told myself that I could deal with it. I am trying, really trying but I am unraveling again. So sad tonight. I miss his face, I miss his…
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