PTSD

I have not written in a while so I thought that I would write about the past two weeks and PTSD. I had my appointment with “not Jean” today and I finally got to talk about the past weeks as I passed the fifth anniversary of NOT DYING. So I have told you my story…

Rudderless and…….

So it is 12.45am and I am sitting here after a long boring weekend feeling so full of despair and emptiness. I know I sound melodramatic but that is how I really feel. So directionless. I just cannot seem to steer in a positive direction. I had a meeting with J the nutritionist on Friday….

Too much fun…oh to be young.

I have been absent for a while because I have been absent from myself for a while now. The boy has been home for about 3 weeks now. It is nice having him around when he is actually around. The lovebirds had a great trip to LA, and the mother had sleepless nights while they…

Boy Boy is back

I am one happy mama. My boy is home for 4 weeks. It is such a relief to actually see him after those two very scary health visits to the ER. He is painfully thin but I think that we can feed him a lot of healthy foods. We have surprisingly seen a lot of…

Let’s talk turkey

This turkey is so stinking cute. I needed to calm myself again yesterday so a walk around goodwill was a good idea. On Tues I went to the mall. I set out to get a new phone. My phone has been dodgy for months so I really needed a new one. I need to know…

Math Finally Done

The weekend has come and gone. I did not get to yoga in the past week but I hope to get there this week. I have walked twice in the past 3 days. I have had to ice my hip and use the lidocaine patches to relieve the pain. Not sure why it is playing…

It’s raining again.

Well, we said goodbye yesterday morning to the boy as he heads back to college in the big apple. I hope to God he is behaving. It was wonderful to have him home. There seems to be a little bit of a romance on the go with a girl who he has claimed was his…

Armchair detectives.

Welcome to a new week. Spoke to the boy this morning and he told me school was called off for today as well as all of the NYC public schools because of snow. Very funny because he sent me a picture of the scene outside his window and there were more garbage bags than any…