Shit’s getting real…scary

Hi everyone. I hope that this finds you all hanging on safely. This is spiraling fast. We have not left the house for three days except for me going to the grocery store for a few things at 10 pm this evening. This is the sight that greeted me in the bread and milk isles….

It is getting scarier by the day

The pandemic is worldwide and getting extremely scary. The kiddo let us know today that he will be home until April at least. NYU, Santa Clara University, Skidmore, Berkeley, and SJSU are all closing now and the kids have to do classes online. I cannot wait for him to get here safely. I am sure…

The TealFeather Studio has docked

So last Monday the box arrived. I was all excited and then I did a crash and burn. I put too much stock in weird shit sometimes. I have wanted this thing for so long and finally spent more than I did on my first car to find I was paralysed with fear and claiming…

OK, So I lied…

So we completely lied to you and the whole family. We had planned to bring the boy home months ago to surprise everyone. We fooled them completely. Nana was even a little mad when I told her that he would not be coming. We set it up so that he hid upstairs and once everyone…

PTSD

I have not written in a while so I thought that I would write about the past two weeks and PTSD. I had my appointment with “not Jean” today and I finally got to talk about the past weeks as I passed the fifth anniversary of NOT DYING. So I have told you my story…

Rudderless and…….

So it is 12.45am and I am sitting here after a long boring weekend feeling so full of despair and emptiness. I know I sound melodramatic but that is how I really feel. So directionless. I just cannot seem to steer in a positive direction. I had a meeting with J the nutritionist on Friday….

So here we go again

Well, four weeks have come and gone so fast and tomorrow we have to say goodbye again. I really hate this, Talk about a Summer romance. Oh to be young and in love. Those two lovebirds made good use of the four weeks.  I am so sad that we have to say goodbye again. No…

Too much fun…oh to be young.

I have been absent for a while because I have been absent from myself for a while now. The boy has been home for about 3 weeks now. It is nice having him around when he is actually around. The lovebirds had a great trip to LA, and the mother had sleepless nights while they…